I'm still here, I have not left I have not run off with some corporation to go make hundreds of thousands of dollars, I'm not a "YES" man. I'm not that guy though I don't mind if you are that guy. I'm not opposed to making money, though I've resigned myself to living a life where maybe millions of dollars will allude me or maybe I'll smash that one golden nugget that turns all that shit around. Who the hell cares - there might be UFO out there!
For longtime readers, I know what you're thinking. I've been broken down from my thinking I've had over the past several years. See I began this blog WANTING to believe (just like the poster) and over time in the last few years especially I have really fallen back more on what I know. What I know to be real vs. what I know requires a leap of faith to obtain.
Fact is, I love it all - though I will never go back to being a believer in anything really (aside from myself) - I do find interest in finding out what believers are believing in these days. Living in the present provides such dilemmas... I love people too much to throw them ALL out with the baptismal waters.
I've made too many friends, I have wasted too much time not sticking to what it is I know and expounding on these thoughts.
Well I am here, and I am not about to throw any of these old blogs away just yet. I have a large series of items I'd like to discuss, and its true that truth is stranger than fiction.
As one of the most truly strange folks I've ever known, I promise to continue to try and verbalize just what I mean. Sometimes it's difficult, and sometimes my information is scattered. I will do my best to put it all together in a single reference and move on from there.
Thank you to everyone who continues to stop by now n again for the latest...
Remember, I'm JP and my youtube channel is Reperception. Check it out, or maybe I just make FMPU it's own youtube.... there's a thought.
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